:( or :)

I'm back from china for weeks. And these days I'm bad freaking mood:(

Everything just like goes against me:( FUCK凸

this cute boy keep on telling:"不要拍照!" in formal mandarin！pro-kid!

this time,i really own it!lol...

Although quite sob these days, BIGBANG is the one who i'm happy and looking forward with :))))

This morning i stunned for hours when i looked at the newspaper that 604 BIGBANG will come to m'sia!!! Poki for times,so damn joyful:))))))

YN2ne1,xiangning told me that if wanna buy tickets,must go by yourselves to buy it on the first day. Don't trust online purchase because they might give tickets that are left for the first day or the tickets sell online is the second day's tickets :((((( Second day's tickets might not have the one u want it. Then you will "pik cik" and scold:"wtf?!"

And one more thing that i really feel: 2011-BIGBANG YEAR!!!!!!!

This is just the 4th mini album,there are more albums will be coming this year,said GD:)))))

I need to start my savings now >.<

VVIP :))))))

I can't wait for it!!!!!

Thanks chingloon for flying the album from KOREA!!!!

Kissy,sexxy seungri!!!!!! (Faint)

rainbows

凌啊，我希望我们能回到从前。

im happy to see them -- primary rainbow and secondary rainbow.

they are just once in a blue moon.

by undergoing twice reflections,there they are!

no more abstraction in my mind,no need reference of physics book.

THEY ARE SUPER DUPER HYPER NICE!!!

boy,guten tag.

i fall into the spirit of love again.

i met him by this place,

both of us sound a note of friendship.

my life,his life just need to go on,

maybe we gotta go our own way,

maybe start glamorously,

maybe end up because i am not courage enough.

i think i am tough to make through this sucks.

i want both of us to smile,

i'll keep on be who i am.

my heart is too hard to budget all this.

sigh again...

dear yuling

谢谢地球在世界末日来临前恶补我的耐热能力。

谢谢聪明的人类发明冷气机，让我扮演冰箱肉丸一角。

两种极端促使人体的瞌睡细胞进行mitotic division。

喂，大家都17岁了啦！不管思想，举止，甚至身体都成熟及发育的七七八八了。

给挚爱的凌：

去年接近半年陪你走过初恋时光，不，应该是他陪你走过，而我只是聆听你和他之间偶尔的甜蜜，大小吵。年尾在SAKAE SUSHI 打工，遇过的艳遇，拒绝的追求，证明你是有优良条件的。今年又似乎多了个黑皮追求者。既然分了手，何必时时相对呢？不是我要你多融入我们，而是觉得为何你无法自拔？就在之前他对你所做的一切，P(坏) 居多，他能在让你有那么一丝丝的眷恋吗？他真的在你的心目中有那么一丁点的重要吗？再加上他那张嘴脸，我的拳头顿时可爆发至跆拳道黑带的威力境界往他脸上直捶。it's over，你说的？没和你同班，就只能在这边发表了。任何得罪或删post要求，我都能办到。

CNY eve

今年新年对我来说非常不一样，感觉非一般的。和外公外婆，舅舅舅母，阿姨表弟，爸妈弟妹一同度过除夕夜。团圆饭，点孔明灯，放鞭炮，看烟花，很温馨。闹通宵，超累，超颓废，不只是我，全家都是。

在闹时固然兴奋，超high的，但心中总是少了份落寞。要不是那场可恨的意外，今年我还是能和公公一起过虎年。

公公还在时，每年都有回家乡探望他老人家。爸爸的兄弟姐妹都有回来团聚。现在公公不在了，全都没回去了。“公公不在了，回去干嘛？” 心中觉得公公=团圆媒介。【呵，真可笑。】

算了，开心就好。im happy wendy.

nt happy

在风水极佳，环境清新，免受打铃之刺耳声的5S仁上课已有2个星期了。=.=
刚开始上课那几天，真的超想念你们的。不过我告诉自己不能想太多，因为思念是一种病。
不用说，大家都认为去到仁班，应该没有那么大压力。这班给别人的形象好像散漫，混着过日子那种。
起初我认为是这样。不过理论推翻了。仁班的压力>忠班的压力,wtf!
这班真的给我无形的大压力，让我很没有安全感！我真的extremely hate that feeling!
在忠班，面对的都是真诚真心的人。有那句shoot那句，还是扎人不用本那种。在仁班，all pretender!都是假面具的分数主义者。知道你忠班来的，就会以那种防人的眼光看你。这种注目礼，Im almost fed' up!听了好几次那种几乎让我无奈的话，真的够了！
哪些人就只知道比！比！比！
班上还出现2个Ryan.超不爽+赌懒他们.

常去忠班，被称"背叛者".

有件事值得happy的，我没有chapped lips了！=）